Being human and having to feel the wrong emotions for all the wrong reasons? It sucks. I know I fucked up, but damn, why the fuck does the punishment for it have to be so gotdamn harsh in the deep end? It comes so close to me losing everything I value and regard as important.

And for all you fucks that assume shit, I give a big fuck you to you. Y’all don’t even know the shit that goes on and you probably never will because there are no opportunities for me to explain myself at this point. Fuck this shit man. There are too many things wrong that didn’t have to happen. All cuz of me and my inability to control my emotions. Ironic aint it?